Submitted by Jayne’s Breast Cancer Blog

Not that anything of substance has changed since last night. But this morning I feel like I can breathe again. And that “it” is probably not cancer. And if “it” is cancer, then I will not allow it to spoil even one more day than is necessary.

I’m tempted to make myself a rule: no posting in the evening. St. John of the Cross’s book is called Dark Night of the Soul for good reason, eh?

But such is this journey. Up and down. I can’t always be the breezy Jayne who is thrilled with life, who has been taught well by the cancer experience, and so on. Sorry. (And just who am I apologizing to? I don’t know. My husband, my mom and my closest IRL friends I guess. They bear the burden of when-I-am-not-so-fine.)

I am off to have a normal day, folks.

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